There are books, which you can't tell people about, books so special and rare and yours that advertising your affection feels like a betrayal.
"It would increase some risks, but it's your life."
"I'm in love with you, and I'm not in the business of denying myself the simple pleasure of saying true things. I'm in love with you, and I know that love is just a shout into the void, and that oblivion is inevitable, and that we've all doomed and that there will come a day when all our labor has been returned to dust, and I know the sun will swallow the only earth we'll ever have, and I am in love with you."